Hi, I’m Yeva.
Born on the banks of the Volga River, with roots weaving together Jewish, Russian-Ukrainian, Gypsy, and Mongolian heritage, my journey began in the mystical Ural Mountains. Life carried me across continents - from the ancient landscapes of Israel to the vibrant Americas, from India's depths to Africa's rhythms. Through this journey, what started as a feeling of belonging nowhere gradually transformed into knowing I belonged everywhere.
While today I live in deep connection with myself and others, experiencing true joy despite (and thanks to) life's never-ending challenges, the path here has been beautifully winding.
Like many, I used to...
Deny my natural gifts and authentic expression
Judge myself relentlessly, especially for changing directions in life and relationships
Struggle with self-destructive patterns - from eating disorders to drug abuse to addiction to drama and negativity
Chase endless external validations - constantly trying to become a cooler musician, skinnier model, better partner, more successful at everything ...never quite meeting the imagined 'perfect self' worthy of love...
After years of seeking love through external achievements and growing more desperate with each attempt, I finally surrendered the idea of loving myself 'someday when.' Instead, I returned to what had always whispered to me:
self-growth in alignment with my soul.
My quest led me through countless wisdom traditions and healing modalities:
From conventional psychology to ancient medicines; through shamanic ways and mystical traditions of Kabbalah and Sufism; diving into Qi-Gong, Zen, Vedic teachings, Buddhist practices, Tantra, and Kundalini Yoga. I explored energy therapies, both Western and Eastern Astrology, I-Ching, Feng-Shui, Human Design, Gene Keys, and various consciousness technologies... the journey was vast.
Through this exploration, I continuously tested different states of consciousness and observed the frequencies I attracted into my life. Each practice brought its gifts and challenges, leading me to face both my personal shadows and the 'shadows on the path.'
Until finally, in a moment of profound clarity, I met the true hostess of my mind and discovered what mystics have always known:
Everything I needed was within me all along.
However...
To peel the layers protecting my heart,
To re-connect with my soul,
To feel sustainable high and drive for life,
To find strength in vulnerability,
To fall in love with my Authentic Self and everything and everyone around me,
To feel joy in the most mundane tasks,
To forgive entirely and carry a light heart...
All of this took endless experimenting, practicing, teaching, and mastering of the most suitable tools for each condition and situation.
Then came giving it all up - to discern what is real and what is fantasy,
To overcome the spiritual ego,
To become humble again,
To center back in myself,
To clean, simplify, understand, be...
and share.
This path has no end, and its gifts are infinite.
I am here to pass them on and help you navigate your personal experience.